I am SO melodramatic sometimes .... Something I suppose I ought to work on getting over. I realize though when I'm being over-sensitive. I also realize I often discredit myself when I am not being over-sensitive (as I generally refrain from crying and screaming and carrying on over nothing and having a fit and expecting others to accommodate my silly demands); but rather am trying to pretend that I do not have feelings - and thus, this "petty" problem should not get to me. It is petty and dumb and really not a big deal but I shouldn't discredit the validity that it stings.
But really it makes me face the fact that I have nothing particularly here at the moment - aside from school. As I am not being challenged or particularly interested in the school, it might serve my best interests to go elsewhere.
I should apply to be somewhere else - because there is absolutely no reason for me to be here. Except that boy - and I really ought to refrain from doing that sort of thing again. It's probable he could come with me and if he actually loves me he will and he doesn't he won't and I'll be fine.

So now that I've decided to leave and start over ... Where should I go?