I really should lose thirty pounds. I really should be more motivated. I really should be more honest with him - when not on drugs. I really should tell him how I feel. I really should figure out what I want. I really should break up with him. I really should stop with this eating bullshit. I really should have been more careful with money. I really should go to the UK for $500. I really should stop taking care of people. I really should make up with my parents. I really should come to terms with the fact that my parents don't like me. I really should stop seeking parental approval. I really should love myself. I really should stop looking for love in all the wrong places. I really should call the doctor. I really should pick up my next round of birth control. I really should stop with the E. I really should stop being so self destructive. I really shouldn't have taken my SLU kids out with me last weekend. I really should call Jon more. I really should start seeing a therapist. I really should do the washing. I really should be more respectable. I really should establish a better self image. I really should cultivate a more responsible reputation. I really should drink more water. I really should stop drinking soda. I really should clean up this room. I really should have gotten a job this summer. I really should have been less honest with my family. I really should call Charlie and see what's up. I really should try to talk to Benno and see if he's actually avoiding me. I really should stop being honest about my drug use. I really should pierce my naval. I really should buy some new jeans. I really should wear that new dress. I really should wear more makeup. I really should get some new UFO pants. I really should start modeling. I really should colour my hair. I really should find myself. I really should just gel and make some friends - without the aid of ecstasy. I really should make some new friends. I really should stop going home to my parents place. I really should start working on stuff for my gallery show. I really should fix this keyboard. I really should not have taken so many hours at work. I really should stand up for myself more often. I really should be less shy. I really should be more assertive. I really should work on appearing as intelligent as I actually am. I really should stop caring what other people think. I really should have more confidence. I really should expand my horizons. I really should expand my mind. I really should reach transcendence. I really should expand my conciousness. I really should try more drugs. I really should have told her I was in love with her. I really should get over my fear of oral sex. I really should pay more attention to my dog. I really should spend more time with my little cousin and be there for her. I really should not let people use me. I really should stop with the cutting. I really should be more honest with myself. I really should learn that it's okay to want. I really should start coping. I really should be less selfish. I really should be more selfish. I really should get more sleep. I really should exercise more. I really should dance. I really should work on my dancing. I really should spend more time working on my writing. I really should write more. I really should build up my music collection. I really should get an ipod. I really should learn a new skill. I really should find another hobby. I really should start working harder on throwing parties. I really should figure out where all my friends went. I really should work hard this semester. I really should make a move on Rick. I really should do something for J for our anniversary. I really should have been nicer to my father. I really should have called my grandmother. I really should work on my girl complexes. I really should get some new facial cleanser. I really should care more about my appearance. I really should be more considerate of my roommate. I really should cry. I really should talk to the guy who forced me into sexual acts. I really should have told my parents about that. I really should have told my parents a lot of things. I really should stop being so proud. I really should stop making myself numb. I really should go to the NIN concert. I really should let myself fall in love again. I really should stop caring about Dave. I really should go through a list of people I consider friends and hang out with them more. I really should not be so sensative. I really should work on exactly what it is I believe. I really should travel more. I really should drink more. I really should take more photos. I really should stop procrastinating. I really should spend more time with my brother - even though it upsets my parents. I really should let him know it's okay if he's gay. I really should try to get myself a close circle again. I really should stop being so dependent on others to take care of me. I really should do my homework. I really should buy my books. I really should stop sitting and crying about it when things go wrong instead of fixing them. I really should take a nap.