My Bi Polar Boyfriend
with starshine in his eyes
disintegrates and metta thinks tonight
as I melt into the sky and am eaten alive;
Forever young and do or die
open your eyes and see all the love in me ... Take all you need from me and we'll be strong together
Base beats and green lights flash around
As we drift onto a plan of nothing but sound.


... And what do you (if anyone actually reads this) think of the new layout? .... Because I really don't like it but I got frustrated and am lacking layout ideas. I thought about maybe a Rainbow Brite theme but that was too colourful. Then I thought maybe Lucky Bear ... But often my LJ isn't extra candy kid-esq so .... I thought maybe not ... Then again, it might be cool if I could get an artsy picture of my piles of kandi. Of course ... A party photo might make a good layout ... If only Charlie had been there Saturday night to get a picture of me draped over Jon in the wicker chair. But I'm sure I kind of looked like hell singe I hadn't realised how really out of it I was until I was dangerously overheated. Maybe the picture of me at Charlie's in June could be good ... damn him for being slow in the e-mailing me Hulla photos or anything else!
Anyway I'm open to suggestions. I really liked the strawberry layout from tart graphics but then that's a fat girl layout and I'm in denial of my current fat-ness.