Baby, the Stars Shine Brite
The secret life of a girl.the strange confessions and dirty little secrets of a girl.
1.4.05
I am so bizzarely impossibly lonely right now - and so insanely stupid. I just want to TALK to someone; anyone. Of course, no one calls; because I am avoiding doing work... because I want more than anything for the damn phone to ring.
Just do it - pick up the phone and call someone. You know over half your friends are awake. They're there, they're awake.... they probably aren't doing anything. Watching movies, TV, reading books (well maybe anyway), listening to a new CD, doing nothing.... they would talk to you. Pick up the phone. It's not difficult, the numbers are even already in there. You don't have to be drunk or need something to call someone; you can call just to say hello. They would probalby love the hear from you; even if you did nearly give them a heartattack by actually CALLING them. Call someone back - you said you would, you always say you will, but you never do.
Do It. Pick the phonea nd call someone - just to talk. It's easy, it's got to be easy. Everyone else does.
I can't. This is insane.
Just do it - pick up the phone and call someone. You know over half your friends are awake. They're there, they're awake.... they probably aren't doing anything. Watching movies, TV, reading books (well maybe anyway), listening to a new CD, doing nothing.... they would talk to you. Pick up the phone. It's not difficult, the numbers are even already in there. You don't have to be drunk or need something to call someone; you can call just to say hello. They would probalby love the hear from you; even if you did nearly give them a heartattack by actually CALLING them. Call someone back - you said you would, you always say you will, but you never do.
Do It. Pick the phonea nd call someone - just to talk. It's easy, it's got to be easy. Everyone else does.
I can't. This is insane.
