I've lost so far about six pounds. Hurrah. I think I was just seeing things
but I could have swore when I woke up this morning I could see my cheekbones;
sorta. Anyway:
I did really well overall until the yesterday and today. Oh well you know.
Lots of walking too. That's good right? I thought so.
I've been speeding off my ass all week though. I went to the damn doctors to
get a referal to get my knee looked at and a physical and my pusle was "fast."
I had taken pills that morning. Opps. Oh well.
Not a whole lot ot say, minimal purging and minimal binging. Lots of pills though
I suppose that's not good. Ah well.
My weight goal is to be 150 by Septemeber. I'm uber close so it will make me
feel good to reach my goal early. I want to be 140 by October. By Novemeber
however I just hope to be 135. I usually have a hard time getting past that. I'm
guessing my natural "healthy" body weight is there. I'm a chuncky 135 though.
Usually it really bothers me but I could definately deal with 135 right about now.
By December I'm hoping for 130. I'll try to keep it there for awhile. Ultimately
my goal is 120. Realistically, I'll make 125. The extra 5 lbs is for cushion. Really,
I'd love to get it to be 15-10 lbs of cushion to fall back on but I'm not going to
push it. I do want to be healthy. I want to be able to have babies sooo...
In effort to be healthy, I'm going to get vitamins as soon as I can. Preferably
some with calcium.